Somewhere
in us there is a need to believe in miracles. The most cynical,
the most crass: even he will get teary-eyed watching A Christmas
Carol, seeing Scrooge turn from his ways and saving Tiny Tim.
It is something fundamental in our souls, that we imagine that the
most horrible situations can turn on a dime, that courage can suddenly
assert itself on a lifelong coward, that wine can come from water
and the multitude fed. On some level, we require that the immutable
laws of happenstance bend, or even break, just for a little while,
just for a moment, and another order impose itself upon the universe:
where nothing is impossible while the spirit rests here, where all
is as it was meant to be, and heaven touches down to grace us with
its fantastic hand.
I
think it may be that the child in us is still there, the one who
always believed in magic. It is the innocence in us that never died,
and I think never will, that wants to know that miracles are possible
— hope against hope, that such phenomena are somehow possible.
And perhaps the implicit order of a miracle: maybe it indeed need
not break any law of physics; maybe it is in actuality built into
such laws, and this belief we have belie not any foolishness on
our parts. And really, if we look around, here and now, in every
corner, there is magic all around. We don’t notice that miracles
happen every day simply because they happen every day. Maybe that
goes into the equation, too: to believe in the miraculous is just
noticing, subconsciously, what goes on everywhere.... |